Interests of an old life :)

                  What you cant see and feel it is Air, what you can see but but it has no color its water, what you think but cant express is called feeling, what you do always but without knowing the reason is "Bakkar", what you expect and the level of expectation keeps increasing , its called dream, what you stick to whole life without a reason is called faith. All the above questions can have one single answer, you might know that :P

                   Well I was thinking of the beautiful work culture of software industry having 2 days of holiday a week and a very good city life and so on.. Still sometimes the fun of scolding the superiors and sometimes showing lot of unreliable interest to work, sometimes forcibly appreciating some crappy work are really part of it. although they are not directly related to fun but yes you will always try to accommodate the  fun inside that because you would be forgetting what was actual fun! May it be serious teasing of your roommate, may it be mimicry of a professor, may it be post match counter-strike-nth-umpire-analysis, may it be connecting some so called beautiful girls name to somebody and keep vomiting those throughout the night . As if those days are really outdated even if we are still young :P are we! the individual lives are becoming a bargain or a settlement which place we can lessen our problem and that really we call now "Fun". May it be a cafeteria-tea, may it be a roaming around a building, may it be a compressed team lunch( suddenly for the first time though everybody will remember what work they will do while eating :D),or may it be a informal unfamiliar language meeting.. In every aspect of these situations you are bound to find some funny rituals to make yourself happy for some amount of time. A stretched period of happiness is somehow missing and we are blaming others for making our life work on a Modi-type-routine. 

               Suddenly i saw some beautiful things around which i was not taking a look. I thought of finding newness inside an old surrounding, looking same things differently. Though the thought is somewhat fuzzy, but it can be done coming out of your own lovingly comfort-zone, which has become a sticky note posted by your manager everyday. I see hope and i see pleasure i see attraction i see the other part of the life. More or less life may not be funny but yes it looks tasty and interesting.

Politics is Related to Personal Growth!

                In the morning when i woke up i opened facebook,, its quite normal for most of the people in this current time. I was watching the speech of Mr APJ Abdul Kalam when he was addressing the European Union , he explained more on mutual peace and harmony and developing individual character rather than economy,growth and environments. Still everybody who was present in that grand gathering clapped and appreciated saying they had just got the "Best Speech ever". I was thinking why is that. Is a normal person in this messy world becoming so much away from personal growth in terms of sincerity, discipline,social consciousness. If we introspect it very closely it is very much true,Now a days when a child is born, parents start thinking about which school to take them in so that the competitive nature of the child will grow to cope up with the hustling world. The child will grow with tremendous IQ and will get settled easily in a very renowned place. Some how we miss the personal development skills like how to interact with people and relatives, how to behave with the elders,how to face emotional challenges, how to grab absolute enlightenment of bliss out of the busy world. These things really sounds odd to practice everyday, but every human being is after this absolute satisfaction but do not really make out what he wants. Various problems of this current time like corruption in every stage, war among countries , the newly emerging naxalite strength is nothing but are the results of misled destiny of the individuals. I feel Each and every problem has a solution which is closely bound with every individual. It is the personal spiritual growth of each and every individual to stay together and finding happiness in others growth which in turn will be converted to harmony in the society and hence peace will prevail over war. 

                 I have been following Dr Subramanyamswami, I seriously feel his political opinion about any other party like congress and AAP is absolute crap, but yes i again respect his view over re-boosting our broken economy of the country and religious views over Hindutwa. Though i was not a big supporter of non-secularism, But seeing the difference between the approach of a random Hindu spiritual leader on love,peace and prosperity and religion and the approach of a random Islam leader to address the JIHADIs,  I feel better future with the tolerant nature of the Hindu culture. If we take the political environment of the country in to account, Mr Narendra Modi, who once used to be a RSS Volunteer seems to have better knowledge of the spirituality than  the earlier ones. That is one of the key reason why people appreciate his personality more! There I feel if a person is developed as a leader from spiritual background there is a high probability of consideration of peace and harmony if we take the foreign affairs into consideration. Seeing at the abundant amount of budget for the military for our country, we really lack considerable amount of budget for the development in other areas( again the corruption money is not taken into account here).  If India will have better relationship with the neighboring countries, hope it will surely have a direct and positive impact on the economy and tourism of our country. Well  its just a view from a citizen of India :)

Need of Spirituality in the Current Society

              When i read daily news paper everyday we found the similar things like a new corruption issue or one continuation of some Scandal or some rape victim's interview or some criticism-article of one leader on the similar Scandal or Price-rise issue. These issues have become so familiar to the modern public that people started adopting these as very normal and robustly acceptable. The mentality of this kind of unacceptable acceptance of the descendants of those Aryas who used to live only on values, is really pathetic. But the utter ultimate strangeness comes when we still know these things are wrong and unsocial but still we keep on watching it without trying to obstruct these unsocial and unpolitical behavior by any means. I had a deep thought on this topic and tried to figure out what made us so motionless and inactive and passive to these issues? is this the missing spirituality in our mind ? or just a habit of seeing wrong deeds ? or some other?

               I found the answer is missing spirituality among the people.Spirituality is the most subtle dimensions of our awareness, where we sense ourselves belonging beyond our ego image to a larger, more valuable horizon of the reality that impinges on all we are and do. Yes, as a human being we still feel we are in a certain amount of progress all the time, for which we call this nation as a developing nation.But are we aware of the exact trajectory of the competitive development we are going through. I guess in most cases the answer is "No". We are sitting on a racing train which does not know whom to chase and where to overtake. How can we be ensure that we are progressing. Progress is a very fuzzy idea which most of the politician and leaders talk about on everyday basis. Their talk is based upon economical development, educational system change, urban development,sanitation, transportation and blah blah. But no body talks about after so many talks, so many plans and hopefully so many implementations still we are "A Developing Country" but not a "Developed one". Until when we keep on saying this,is there any target? is there any specific target we are following? and what is the reason we are not getting the required pace, what is the friction that is making the progress very much tired and restless. I remember the very familiar "Snail problem" in mathematics, if a snail goes up 3 meters a day and comes down "X" meters in the night when it will reach the top. In our case we are unable to find out the "X", is it less than 3 or more than it. The answer to our tired progress lies in the value of "X". In our case X is nothing but the function of (overwhelming corruption,rapid reduction of trust among political parties ,compromise of values and unawareness of the society and most importantly passiveness of the society to the above problems due to lack of enough spirituality).

                       Why i am stressing on spirituality? The reason is this society knows what is right and what is wrong, who is corrupt and who is not. but does not try to stop is unless some push.The moral values is so much low that it seems it will become starvation of salvation. Until and unless the society is raised to a higher level of moral values ,higher level of spiritual maturity,higher level of humanity people wont understand the legacy of their political right and they wont fight for it. So the real flaw of the system lies in the "lack of awareness and lack of a push to fight" which is achievable by a mass spiritual development. It might sound odd to achieve but not impossible by any means.

A midnight dream!

Alone we cry for no reason,
pat on my back or throw me off the cliff,
Pull my hair or slap on my face
have some time.. but to explain in brief

Say in the silence, act with a blink
Do not close the eyes, until i something do ink

Neither do i leave , nor you will sleep
i am not the onion!can't see you weep

trying to write the midnight dream
pondering goes on, shit i finished a ream..

Hands are tired and mind is blocked,
allow me in the space and leave the door unlocked

waiting since morning, will wait till night.
this used to be useless, not is it wrong, but is not the right!

Watch the TV Series....

          In the last two month i have watched and followed a lot many variety of English TV series not because of keen interest but because of need. Some of them are a specific idea centric , some of them are a character centric and some of them are just for fun. But with all due respect the related episodes have one thing in common, and its the shuffling of relationships in a continuous manner. Some has this occurrence in a single blow and some has this idea in a very residual manner. The very idea is not to summarize the seasons i saw but to focus on the very fact how the series places itself to a position which becomes an addiction to the followers. Actually this addiction which is nothing but an wastage/utilization of time made me think over this idea very keenly.

        In a character-centric series people expect the involvement of the character with a relationship more than required. And what happens is the relationship break or vanishes due to multiple reasons and actions and here the Story becomes nothing but the drag and drop of various scenarios which supports the up and down of that relationship. In an idea centric series what i saw the idea of the team and the opinion of the team members play a very crucial role for the run and success of the series. Because in general the flow of the series always depends not much on the idea but on the conflict of opinions , race for position and sometimes building and breaking of relations. Not to say here, its very difficult to judge unless and until you see a lot of series in a row :)

      But I am totally confused on the idea of the relationships in Hindi series and the English ones. Interestingly in general hindi series always keeps the important idea of making up the relationships of the Hero. But in the other way  around the same thing matters to a very less extent - as in the central character can sleep with any number of girls even he is married or in a relationship. But it is not even little awkward for the spectators. Not because they are used to this idea but because this generation starts accepting the flow which they see in the western culture. I never denied they do not appreciate the great indian culture but the difference is between the ideology and the fact! Which means respect the book but follow the trends. The bridge between the theoretical thought and the practical deeds is yet missing. Its not a mistake, but a fact that everybody has accepted to keep them with. 

            

             

         

Greatest things do not come So Simply..

           There is a saying when you are happy you listen to the music and when you are serious you actually make an ample effort to understand the lyrics, a precious creation of the poet. One day I was a little bit high and i listen to the famous creation of Pink Floyd " Coming back to life.. ". I could not believe how wonderful the creation was, how unique the thought of the composer and how realistic the music is when it comes inside. May be it wont happen for all  for all situations for all time.. it is not at all expected. but yes the synchronization of his bits and the music tells the level of highness of the piece.

          I started thinking at what point of time this unique creation may happen. Might be in deep sorrow, might be while chasing an unconventional dream, might be while feeling the loneliness while being together with someone, might be while emphasizing on the past that  was never truthful, might be while drinking to avoid the fact of an unfinished journey, might be while feeling quite disabled even if your organs are fine.. might be while smoking a piece of cigarette on the balcony imagining the failure of the flights to chase a bird.

Human nature is to think almost all possibilities of an outcome from all possible reasons and i am making a small effort to analyze the same.So many fantastic possibilities, so many uncomfortable situations..so many undesirable thoughts.. so many unwanted crazy times.. but one fine creation that makes the world feel great. Is the peace is the result of so many sacrifice, is the satisfaction a result of an fake encounter of some valuable past time, is the ecstasy the implication of dumping the old and appreciating the present. The idea is not to make puzzle of the poem, but to analyse the state of mind of the creater. :)

such Graceful..

           Here opens an unconscious library... to start with a random wizard...  random Questions and random Answers.. unexpected explanations and unproven arguments.. unimplemented facts and blissful lies.. speaking turns to listening and to fro. All happens just to enrich the graceful moments to an extent that teaches you to walk in air and never look down. the storm seems like a breeze, summer becomes autumn, water becomes irrelevant.. noise becomes music and you started loving Metallica when you used to close the doors when it was playing. Illusions makes you create a mystery.. some precious times makes you a poet.. some moments of joy makes your unwanted dreams very admirable. denial becomes insistence..your bike driving turns into a healthy-unending walk..a walk to remember! you bath with a handful of strawberry crush and you look obvious pinkish.. you heal each other.. you restore the grace.. you find grains to harvest your upcoming.. you prevail the rest and you advise the needy.. you gain confidence you deliver the quality. And the most importantly you start smiling every moments without reason without any external force. you feel you are generating a lot of pleasure and you are under photosynthesis... you have all reasons to live to like to love and to fly.. you become an embrace of ideas- an acceptor of words and advices.. 

And hopefully not.. a small twist and all boomed..