A Slippery Sleep...

What do we call a situation when we dream but tangentially? Tangentially!!

Ok, we sleep minimum of 8 hrs a day in hostel. And from that maximum comes during the
night.Some nights include the job of sleeping but eyes open. Various reasons I found for this kind of usual incidents. I call this a slippery sleep.

During the whole day we go through three kinds of states. Conscious- completely sensitive
towards the surroundings.Unconscious- having least of the sensory perception towards the outside world.And the third most important and most unusual is sub-conscious.Everybody knows the term, but often misunderstand it to dreams. Both the concepts i.e. the sub-consciousness and the dream seems the sameduring the sleep. But they are quite different.

Sub-consciousness stage includes the thoughts and the result of the thoughts arising
due to the processing of those thoughts in your own mind. Whenever a person deeply judges or analyzes an issue, that may lead to such kind of situation. We often clearly see those during our sleep,but we wake up those are very unclear. The objects, the persons, the entire scenario becomes a type of illusion. And We call it a dream that we can hardly remember. And about dream... We do not often see it.When a dream comes that includes a perfect sleep and perfect state of mind. A healthy mind is always ready to have a dream, but not a sub-conscious stage.

And there are some occasions which do not match to any of the above. Sometimes we set an
alarm,and get up before that even after having a good nap. Sometimes we spend the whole night thinking about some issues or some persons and wait for the morning to come. But during that time we have a good sleep in intervals. And those intervals we are hardly able to count. In which interval we sleep and in which interval we do not ,that becomes a complete mystery in the morning.But the morning says you have a good sleep and also a good time during the night. Well whatever this slippery sleep may be I believe this is unusual and somewhat unhealthy for persons like us. The solution to the mystery is still a challenge for me.

Get Noticed...

Some people like to be noticed..
Some people need to be noticed..
Some people try to be noticed..

Even there exist some people who prefer to help the above categories to get noticed.. Confused!!No, Ok We will go one by one.
An orthodox view of the world: face is the index of mind.But I say, It is no more now. There may be two reasons for the above.On one side ability,competence,excellence may not be blossomed in the right way, in the right time or in the right environment. On the other, people are becoming either dumb,casual, busy or careless enough to read others mentality and motive. The overwhelming negative impression about a person before actual meet or introduction to him/her is also obstructing the way. In general one's profit is regarded as others loss.
I found exception over here. In this case both the parties are in a huge loss. I will give two examples here

One: The interviewer has an impression when an candidate gets in. Most of the qualification are done before the start of the interview.(Only excuse for the interviewer is that he has least of time to attend every aspect of a student).You just can't deny it. We technically call it body-language. Done!!
Candidate having a bulk of intelligence is never measured due to only one mistake during his entry to his room. Don't you think this is loss to both the sides.

Two: Two people are merely attached with each other,but never have a exchange of sentiments. If one somewhat fails to be noticed in some way the thread is totally gone. Other has hardly anytime to look into the matter.undone!!
In this case we can't say loss to both every time. it can go the other way.

Well after reading the above you must have mindset to showcase and advertise yourself.fine.. But do you love to be observed performing some blunders intentionally??????
You want example!! Ok, to be frank enough raising middle finger,unnatural skin show, use of harassing words are always noticed.
I expect the answer to be 'NO'. But friends, trends and statistics reveal that advertising good qualities are least appreciated now-a-days. Showing obscene gestures and using those 'Dooshra' words are taking all the attractions. I will not blame the boys totally, meanwhile I will not deny to blame the other side for supporting these activities.

Two phrases,Back-Street-Boys and Back-Screen-Boys seem same, buts aspects differ a lot. The importance of the inner qualities are least reflected. People love to watch pyramids, but hesitate to count the no of drops of blood inside it. It only kills time. It is no untruth. But don't you think that we have some kind of responsibility to mirror these things for which we get much of our pleasure.What I think,It never lessens our dignity rather enhances.

And about the middle layer, they love to be noticed. But fortune never favors every bud to be blossomed. They hardly get noticed. Reason: Unable to structure their talent,unable to add red drops on the white screen, unable to criticize the prevailing unaccepted words.There is not a satisfying solution to these. Rather assurance: Stick to yourself, explore yourself and off course wait for the right moment to come. Because every morning is not a sunny one, Monsoon comes every year for sure.

The solutions to the three categories in my opinion. Judgment of a person by another individual. I will strictly and compulsorily advise all(even if My age never suggests me to advise..) to help the deserving ones to express and to explore themselves. You may be thinking it lessens your own standards, actually it never does that. It enhances your originality in your personality. You extract a huge amount of pleasure out of it. So you are in a gain.

Sorry for any inconvenience... Thanks

Me:As A Flower

Flowers are beautiful...

But think of the situation and moment when a flower thinks himself to be beautiful. This is because being aware of your own beauty is somewhat more important. Yes, in my instinct a flower feels the actual humor at the presence of a honey-bee. The kind of ecstasy he acquires while providing honey to the bee is really an example of real-pleasure. But this pleasure is quite internal . Everybody may not be able to be stable enough to stare at this emotion. Whatever the matter might be, we just can't deny the eternality of the flower with the bee.

What about the bee,wandering everywhere for collecting its identity,the honey. Is it the selfishness, is it the need or is it the love that attracts a bee towards the flower with honey. Is it the fluttering of emotions or is it the imitation of behaviour of the bee that convinces the flower to generate the honey for the bee. But ultimately the result shows the exchange of sentiments...

No more Philosophy now..

I have always tried to take the seat of selfless flower that gathers hope for all in it. All bees are my friends whatever the intensions they have towards me. I shall never derail myself from this way of motivation that I get somewhere.

As a flower, Still I am placing "TIME" as the top-most prior place in my life, because it helps me in blossoming myself. I have always been hopeful and have never hesitated waiting for the TIME which always gives indication towards my success.

A drop of tear is heavier than a drop of mercury....

Tears...

Not a drop of salty water, it has a lot of constituents in it.To the common eye its water,but it's the person who cries knows what the tear consists of. People say- Happiness and unhappiness are two sides of a coin. So origin of tear is quite obvious. Rich has to enjoy the party and the poor have to enjoy partly. It's the rule of the world.

But every human being is the child of God. Indian constitution say "All have equal rights".. Is not it the same case for thewhole world. I know the topic is quite abstract, But why the inferior has always have to suffer even if he has hardlyany kind of mistake. The crime is he has born in a family who has nothing to eat. Nothing to show and nothing to hide.

I am crying because my teacher scolded me. You are crying because you lost some money. What about those who have nothing but crying left in their life. Is it their luck or by any means we people are involved in it! A person cries at that moment when he has that much of pain in his heart that cant be tolerated. Everybody tries not to escape those water from the prison. but what to do if the so called natural phenomenon happens, for someone's satisfaction ,someone's pleasure,and someone's..

I am not against any specific group like politicians,businessman etc. I am not pointing towards the Emotional break-ups ,Emotional delays, Sentimental dramas, and Real Indian family looks. But those points also can't be denied so easily. Each matter costs a lot.

I said this topic too abstract bacause we never see through this matter. We often have a tangential view on this. If you like crying, it's better that you cry, but can you stop others from crying? If we cant make a person happy it's all right, but careshould be taken that person should not cry out of your view. Because some people like me consider the tears to be one of the preciousliquids in the world which shuold not be waisted at any cost.

Whom I Would Prefer To Like...

I realise I should write what type of people I like...

I like those who talk less and listen more.Because in my opinion your benifit lies in other's words.How much you can learn from your sorroundings. You may have a little bit of exposure towards the group you are communicating ,but priority should be given to "Listening what the other guy is talking about".

I like the people who changes himself according to the situation. I have seen some people doing the same routine everyday. Interesting thing is they always avoid any change to it.
But by chance any disturbance in routine takes place they pretend it to be enjoyment. But Actually it is nothin but timeloss both for them and also for the ants involved in the queue making.Frankly speaking I like to have a lot of knowledge from a lot of experience. I have a lot of experience(sweet n bitter),everything that You just can't imagine . But I enjoyed those experiences.Experience comes in life not by your wish, it comes to provide you with a wish.So I expect people to derail themselves sometimes to learn the impulse of experience.But Life is yours,I can only suggest...

Third thing I have always respected and appreciated the people who can think about others. Who can dare to come out of his sole and try to realise another.And I have found very rare rabbits of these category. I am still searching for these whom I can respect. I believe if a person can realise other's feelings,in practical he can do any job at any place. He is a genious ,and nothing less I guess.

What My Experience Says...

I was searching for the reason and the solution to each and every problem for a longtime. Iwas heart-broken not to find it. I analysed every important and casual moments I faced during the journey and was gaining a lot of experience during that time. Extreme anxiety, bulk of burden, some entertainment ,some feelings were part of it. I apologize for my inquisitive approach towards my friends. I also don't blame anybody else rather am giving credits to all who I test during that time.

I was trying to relate all my experience and was eager to keep all of them in a single bottle. But it was one of the difficult tasks I had ever. But I tried...

In general what I studied that every indivisual is running after himself and always unpleasant and disheartened finding his/her failure everytime in every door. Carring this mindset he/she has very less time to stare for anyone who has hardly any value in his/her life. Therefore he/she always wonders in a cave of "I ,Me ,Myself" . Due to human nature he/she convince himself/herself that he/she is the happiest with himself. Can you feel this moment of a person... But my instinct says aspects and motive of each life are all relative. Due to persuit of prosperity we are running and running till we reach our so called relative destination. Ok we reached at last. And we are taking rest for a while. In that leisure can you look back and count how many/much you have lost during that chase for destiny. And a mild chance of bringing back those time,those resources,those beauties. Is n't it? Are n't these more important for us right now? This is the reason why I said it was all relative. So we are running after the relative destiny which is actually static. If you understand what I mean it's all over.

The day we stop this wild goose chase I think that day we will be possessing something which we call relaxed-mind and peace. and nothing less. I want to remind peace and happiness are not same. Distinguish the words you will find something .

I carried off my feet to make my friends what I experienced. I don't know how much I succeed. But I will think for you forever...

Ignorance Gives Sadness...

Sometimes we search for someone/something but we hardly find it.This depends on our ultimate dedication towards the labour and the thing itself. But tragedy comes when we find the thing, but we still don't stop searching for another. Here comes the exposure of human behaviour (which the rest animal group don't have and they lead in peace). This second search gives us randomness in our life. Human-being wonders for the same again and again and never utilise what he has possessed. God is gifting you your love (anything else), still you don't believe Him or yourself. Is not this a tragedy of life ?

Sometimes we ignore the things which happened to us. This may be the reason why we never stop searching in our life.I think this may be the reason why people waste their valuable time saying that they are utilising it rather they spoil it which would have used in a better fruitful way.

What greatmen do is that they search less but find more.This is the reason they capture the pleasure and peace,And not we. And what we do- Even if we get, we chase for the baseless mountain-beauty and go on searching...

So never search for someone/something a lot. It's always with you,it's your eagerness and love which will find it out automatically. Seach for yourself,which is the root, and never go after everything else you pass by.

And I tried to explain what I felt...Rest is yours.

Magic Of High Thinking

In our busy,we are constantly faced with daily frustrations(Like our Institute,I don't blame it). We struggle through life looking for the answers which will lead us to happiness and devine peace and ofcourse success. One truth we often ignore is that the answers can be learned from our friends and small children. Children have many beautiful qualities and they know how to imagine(Remember your quality in your childhood).And some moments convince us that there is nothing in the world ,but only friends. But Still we are hard rocks to take it casual as usual.

Let's don't be it.

We are searching for the thing which we possess,So we never find it.

We all can dream big dreams and think big thoughts. We just have to use our imagination and self-belief which we all possess. It is sad to think about how we always forget to think big about ourselves and our lives. Are you making your dreams a reality! It is hard I guess. But gives pleasure.

We can blame it on our situations, we can blame other people, but the truth is that we are the only one,and none else, who can stand in the way of our dreams and destinations. It is also never too late to think big.Still I feel we have nothing to lose and everything to gain by thinking big about ourselves. So extend your imagination to such a high that it is higher than the believed limitations.

We have a lot to achieve in life. With this in mind, we need to let go of past fears and negative resources and collect past experience.Can you imagine yourself as someone who is making a contribution to life(it may be your or another's life)? How big can you think?It is nothing but the quality of feeling in your core.we should have a purpose that we do make a contribution. Contribution never reduces your wealth,it enhances the spirit in you,Is not it.

If you see yourself as an important factor,remember half of the job is finished.So look even bigger. If we are not fulfilled by our life then we must stretch our belief as I said before. Once this stream started flowing, we will get all kinds of fresh, creative ideas about ourselves and our lives. Our self esteem and inner beauty will begin to shine like a diamond.

Let's start thinking from today and

Let our dreams come true soon...

For Me Reality Is...

Problem is we never accept the actual happenings. Hope for the best is not at all a bad idea
but if your wish extends the limit its really disgusting and offensive. Because It hurts a lot to the other. Which in my instinct is counted to be the the worst crime in the field.

I have seen people talking fun,making fun. But they hardly listen if the other person is saying something worthy. For example two people talking to each other one is saying and the other is listening.If the second person wants to say the first one never listens. Because his world is becoming enough for him. I know this thing is a general example but you do not know if you are the first person then you are loosing a great many things at that moment. I know it's casual..
It is to be taken care of(Your view may be different I cant help it any moment).

Every body wants to win . And its really good. And if You win You are happy.Can You be so much if in an other field one of your friends win ? Its really difficult. But Can you!! Can You live for another person !Try it once. It is beautiful(the word has special meaning here). I can't explain the pleasure you have at that moment.

Believe me if you are helping another without any means You will feel the greatest Joy in the world,and nothing less.It may be a joke for you but its reality and this is my experience I am
sharing. And if you are not Helping You have no right to hurt others. For your deeds if any other is running in darkness of woes and anxieties , its you who should be hurt 1st. Then only you can feel the person's actual agony.

In the end I want to say Keep at least 5 minutes a day to think for the others.Keep track of the moments what You have done with others on that perticular day. Try not to do any harm on the
next day if you have.

This is not spirituality ...This Is Reality.

For Me Love Is...

Plz Dont read the post....If you ,You can feel it....

Some people say they feel unusual in presence of her and they always remember her. In My case this is somewhat opposite. I feel normal in presence of her,But I dont know why I am somewhat unusual in her absence.

Love is not a physical entity to feel. Its a bliss that comes to heart automatically and no need
to capture. The moment You feel that If you had two hearts and Still You would have been unable to encapsulate the joy in it ,Its Love and nothing. It's not that you are always available to save your heart, Its the power of the streams of your feeling that do it automatically.

What I have realised, You can't just go away in the time denying your feeling.It always follows you as shadow dreams. And You are bound to take it in to your core oneday. And that
day is the biggest confusion in Your life asking yourself about the reason. But You are answerless to your sole. You might be thinking you were in an era where everything seems detached,dusty.
The very next moment you are in a pool where every waterdrop shows your image to you confirming your confusion. And You are nowhere that moment. Still You try to survive for the rest and this is the idea. You have to survive to get rid of confusion and get into the midst of love and Joy.

In short Don't confuse yourself. The relationship between grass and mist is not what we call love.Its the greenery ,and grass has always with.

For me, Love is the emblem of eternity...
It removes all memory of beginning,
all fear of an end.

Escape From NIT

Hi Guys...
You all have brought me to such a stage by givin this great opportunity to have a unmemorable
journey that I will always be obliged. I will try to explain all activities in our "Escape From Prison"
(May be Prison Break)... indivisually.
Thanks to the seniors we got the idea of branch picnic! Is not it? So Thanks Bros n Sists...

Most awaited journey atlast started at 6 45 A M from hall 5 with Haribol n Hulhuli(Boys managed Both as they r alrounders).
This was LH time.
Some say go without the girls...
Some say driver bhaina go go go...Storm the Front(CS bhai)
Some say dont giv seats... At last wat happened all knw.
After 4 stop n wait we had a full flow journey which guys want from very beginning.Mornin session was a little bit idle as people prefer sleepin to rocking. Thanks to halfy Majhi n Sumeet the njyment started. N Ezhil's Elephant tune started a new era of enjoyment. But the backgrond music was too borin to take in. At last Subhankar's Cell did the job better.
In the dusty Road we were swimming as pisces. Asish searched for a cricket ball but unable to do so. :( In between Ghuzaarish n Bachhu did the job better. Even Me n Sunil to dance for each other... Sagua-sleeping..sid-silent. subhankar-sleepin on me as a kid,Asit-Dreamin S**** ,fenjii-Ipod,Asish-busywaiting,pru,guda,geek-all sleeping.
wat was Sani doing?? Photos of friends n .....
Ashrit n shukle n chirag were njoyin the front.
All the ladkies were same as before talkin to themshelves n cells.

Ok inbetween Asish was tellin just more half an hour. I think 4 times in an interval of 20 minutes.

At last we managed to reach our desti. Now the freedom seems to be on a high. People run in to the water n to the bush for... Photo session starts. No one is ready to take snap all wana be captured by camera.
Then the daring mountain climbing starts. We managed to climb the root by some way. reachin the Streams we feel heavenly. Turn off the dress n jump in to the 5 degree water. Some people take a dip after a fortnight.
The competion starts who will go to the top faster!!
Deagle was in the race. But managed his slipping to reduce 3 times. Thank God he servived. Bhai Bismay was also lucky to stick to the hill. When I entered I feel I m into the earth completely. But thanks to Chirag I survived.

We were waitin for Sani for snapshots. Wher is he?? again

Oh.. Sani was Lifting Nani......
but how Nani Managed to climb up. I think it was the biggest mystery. I still cant believe they can climb the mountains.

Sutta was Givin pose each Rock he was climbing with Hulk Style.

I came out from streams to capture the private n public moments of my Bros.
I did it also with Sudhansu....

I had a small talk wid a girl which i wana keep secret...lolax
Subhankar,My God came n we share our wear n tears in the journey.

I had snacks from Nani(are Abhipsa). But Could not provide her wid water. Sry

My devdas, Dibya came at last.... Wonderful he also managed to get onto the Rock.

Then I was hungry So I came back wid Sunil,Manish,n Sachikant to the center. I had Pakoda there. I rested waiting for the Bros to come. In between Shakti,fenjii,fechii,sutta had gone outside and had a bitter moment in Chy-Dookan...Lolax hahahahaha..............

People came back n the actual khhatii(pjs,mjs,sjs )...started...
We were Pancha,Abhilas,bala,pru,Saha,Aniket,Sachin,Mundoo,Liju,Ashrit,Manish ...........
Manish----Gr8 Jokes yaar...........
Aniket---Chinti-hathhi ki kahani n some cutting work was common
Bala---Gmat Jokes..
And Pruthwik The Bhaina--- God level support
Venky---Only Smiling also laughing...
I was obstructed to provide people with my mjs by Siddharth... [:(] ok. BOSS
During that moment the gr8 badminton match started...
Spectators were astonished to see the match between a girl n a boy -and Boy was defeated.
Aim of the match was GPL I think..hehe
Nani gr8 job but no support from background by ur co... sry to say......
Ohhhh........
At last the khana started. Lunch was Lunched on the floor n we had it.
We were shouting for Dal-Guy Deagle ... wher r u come faster... Bechara woh kya karega.......he was with his Peto(belly).
Lunch was Full of veg n non-veg ....understood.

then group photosession starts after the Lunch..

Sunil Got a gr8 GPL on demand of ladkies....chhii chhi chhi...Don't mind Suniiiillll
Photo session was nothin but a voice of "Chi chhi chhi"

Sumeet was with a coffee bottle as a milk bottle with a kid.

Chirag n me came to bus with some utensils. He had a headache there.

Return to prison started..I got a comfortable seat thanks to Sid. I was not tired still i hav to sit...
Some antakshri started.
Sid- Its m*****... middle class( i just heard but knw nothin).
Ok... thats It Bye Bye Girls (LH time)... yaar
pehle H2 no H7...
at last h5 wins the race.. we got out of the bus to get into the prisons again.

The day was really a miracle for us nothing less...................
This post is somewat informative than descriptive...I didnt want to hurt anybody's feeling if u had so..plz forgiv me...........
Thats it guys .....
but Something I missed on that day I dont knw wats that...