Why do we have a break in nested loops!

               Interesting fact is that this post is not at all technical as per the heading we have. The truth I found is more or less related to the life of a normal human being. In the society we catch a very few number of people who get an undesired and unanticipated success and they keep on doing it again and again. And we meet few more people who always face speed breakers in each path of life they walk on.. which not only discourages our journey to success but keeps on disheartening us a lot even after a long run and  even after non-estimated loss and even after losing those precious time to make those painful efforts real.

             Some gentle men ideally say human being learns from his so called continuous BREAKS and takes those experiences to generate better and qualitative efforts. Its really very light and ideal to read these words which says failure-experience-efforts-maybe-success. But fair enough the human life is not that much long to keep on experiencing. The youth is not that much receptive to experience the broken heart. The dependents are not going to stay with you to watch you keep on experiencing failures. The idea behind this is only the particular person knows how much he pays and repays in terms of time, efforts, care, dare, stare,share for everything. Nobody understands but only few people have some words of reassurance to keep your wounds afresh till you try to forget it. it's like a match is abandoned due to rain when you are at 199* run. Neither you can do anything nor you can take any experience. And yes, it does defined as a failure for which you cry on your bed and nobody listens.

                But the answer to the question that how many times and how much time a normal human being keep on sustaining this kind of unwanted strain is always remaining either un-answered or fuzzy.

Undefined Relationships matter..

      Everybody knows human-being always seeks for a society, not to prove himself a social animal but it's a necessity it can't deny to. He creates numerous relationships inside the same sphere. Someday everybody knows it all that everybody is connected to each other in someway either by co-incidence or through partial unprepared incidence or an occasional planned incidence. Obviously your parents, blood relatives are not gonna fall in this huge set.

     Personally I experienced various close, important, touching relationships which are quite difficult to explain and even to forget. You cant explain how an unknown person in a Mumbai local guides you the whole Mumbai in a moment. Wherever you go..you always seek a trusted guide - Auto driver, without pay without thank you!

Remember the vocal-chat with Panipuri wala... about college about prof about girls about Games about night canteen about all which he has least idea in. Still he listens, smiles and so as we do. How do you explain when you spend your whole cold-night preparing a person for an interview and next day you miss the class. And you hardly talked to that person before or even after. In a long train journey you become a trivial part of a discussion on a random Insurance domain and you keep on trying to relate to it with your ever different Software-Code-Design-Domain. Still you make friends out there! How?

     I cry out when I think about my pet whom I love so much.. and can't call it .. can't chat with... can't even see for years :( .  Nice to explain about a dream that you carry for a girl to marry and you listen a interesting news.. she is gonna marry but its not you :P Also you think about a girl you think about day and night.. But Reverse is not true which I would call a prison of dreams.

    Anyways I find such fuzzy rather very efficient, neat, priceless relationship really important to me at any instance of my life. These undefined relationships are so unique, so close to heart, so instant, unestimated, frequent, and someof them so illogical and unexpected. I hope every single person should think about this once to value this valuable but volatile relationships...

     

Do not leave me alone...

Hey, Come over, forever
                                    I won't ask you again.. any further.
Let the tears flow for me
                                   Let the music blow for you..
You dance with joy, don't be afraid to fall
                                   Always I am there, For you..
Let the mistakes , happen again.
                                   Would I be punished! Won't refrain..
As if it were the best paint
                                    Let me watch you a moment..
I feel it in eyes, feel it in heart
                                    be it an ecstasy,  be it a heavenly scent..
I become an addict, of your flavor,
                                    Dear, I don't regret, such ever-needed  tear
Gimme your small time
                                    Waited a lot, will wait for more, to live it in ..
Don't just go away, everyday,
                                     Don't let the day off and eve come
Time says , it is still to come
                                     Promise me, don't ever leave me alone..


                                 

What is the reality after a party or get together!! Here it is....

      Lots of things happens in every moment of life, and those may be either quite worthy or just worthless. But A human being always expects that the moment that is to come should give him/her a lot of joy at least for that moment.for example we plan trips or journey with our friends to share time and joy with friends and all if it will be a ememorandom to make evrybody together forever. And next step of our motive is that the journey or the activities on that day will be remembered by everybody. And the utmost expectation is We will remember the infamous rather unforgettable time as  a precious chapter of everyone's life. We see photos, we poke activities on videos, we make fun of various unique and stupid activities.

And We walk out some days.. Here is what comes the reality....

    Hardly anybody opens the folder of the pics which had made some of our moments really worthy.  Memories become deam and diminished. No offence its all depends on th love and affection and attachment among the friends. the idea is everybody wants peace at every moment he lives and he tries to perform it as his best. But sometimes some confusion and some complexities obstructs him from this special occasions that come on every moment of life only on his own permission and choice. So I will say your peace becomes your own choice depending on your ability to enjoy it cleanly with the fullest. But you might be confused what is the point of explaining this idea with the idea of journey or trip. What I want to explain is, May be it( the moment of joy that comes from the trip/get together) hardly matters how its going to affect your rest of days of your life as a whole ,but this Now which you live brings a lot of "nows" thats gonna come in the future for sure.

    You may or may not open the folder that contains these unforgettable pics or you may/may not maintain a private diary But at least one day we all remember this moment which we once enjoyed. And on that day We create a great deal of pleasure, but of course  not all of the friends would be lucky enough to be  there to get a share of that pleasure.Anyways again it is of personal interest to make these things really happen. And I personally choose it to happen for me and with my friends :). What ever it may be  I always suggest live the present with so much of joy and ecstacy that future bows down its head before you. Just a reality, Your present makes your future on every aspect of life. So do not ever think to waste the present only for future that is often uncertain and unreal.

Some Personal Lessons I Have In my Small career...

     In the past 10 months of my  small corporate career I have gone through many team projects and many team outings and met many team leaders. To be frank and truthful enough I have learnt a very little technical knowledge but more knowledge on handling different adverse situations. When I came out of my B tech era, I heartly expected some big hardcore coding in a company like Amdocs. And in the very 1st month of the career I feel it would happen for me. But that never happened and may be it wont in the near future also. Some friends say never go deep in to your expectation which gives you utter disappointment and agony. yes its true.

     I have never said expectation from your daily work is wrong, but we spent so much our time thinking for better job life that we hardly find time to enjoy the current one that we own on that moment. So I would say 1st lesson for every one is to concentrate on the current job you are having and try to enjoy that one instead of wasting much of the hours behind hope-expectation-complain.

  Some people love to relax and some people love to work during the same working hours. Ultimately it depends on two important aspects of the approach you have for the job. One is the strictness of the goal that your manager sets and second one is the smartness of your work to complete a task before time and enjoy the rest of the time with your own flavor. So ultimately it becomes only you who can control your work hours either bowing down to what your manager says or implementing the second aspect which is quite helpful and invariable for the rest of  the life.

  One important lesson I want to share here which I came to understand now only even if I heard it many times by my colleagues and seniors. My mentor's first sentence was "Always try to identify what is the business logic behind what you code" . Now I start to know what does it mean. Its not always important to code like a freak, but it's important  how to code as per the requirements even if it might end up with a low performance and high profit. Because it is business and it is not a drawing board of a child to scratch anything.

  Most importantly  we know everybody is always inclined towards his comfort-zone, his own friend surrounding. But believe me when you come out of this zone and try something more you may feel awkward to situations but definitely you learn something different. For example  But still I would say keep on sticking to your zone of emotional compatibility for better life. I do not find much difference between personal and professional life when I take my close friends into consideration. So I am pretty satisfied and hopeful when the current colleagues and culture of the work is concerned. please don't mind If I said anything wrong, I just say the way I think....

We Don't Perform According to our Responsibility...

      We are so proud to be a part of the group of ethically diversed youth of the glorious computer age.It's nice to  hear when some great persons respect us as the GenNext. Suddenly we feel really proud to be someone who carry the current generation to the next level. In the mean while the expectations from our superiors and inferiors increase which might lessen the progress of the flow of attitude of a young man to perform. I feel its a wrong idea to consider the expectation as a burden for us.

     Its always quite obvious when somebody delivers the whole life behind someone he has rights to expect something from the GenNext. We, the youth always give the negative judgment being a part of the genNext with a lot of excuses like lack of time, over work, over expenditure etc... I will explain in a bit simpler manner.

     In the world there is always a communication gap among different generations and it will always be The idea is how to make an environment where everybody has satisfaction and respect being at their own generation. We, the youth are always sandwiched between two unintersected generations. If we will not support the threads of the relations between the generations then the progress of human race just stops due to some unjustified and unprecedented reasons. So I conclude, our generation should take the responsibility to merge all the missing links between generations. I will give an example.Our parents and grand parents always
prefer to have physical communications among all. But We know , having very small amount of time for family
in a day its difficult even to have a digital communication. But Its very difficult to make our parents understand.
But it is also true that thinking of the expectation and dedication they spent behind us for years, we never give a small amount of pleasure to them in return. We spend so much of our time behind thinking for future, which is quite uncertain. I am never against it, but  in the mean while I would always regret if I will miss some  beautiful moments of now only due to the useless intentions of planning for future.We are meshed up so much under artificiality and complexity that it becomes habit not to have a perfect to two way communication with our parents even once in a month. Which I not only consider as an unfair behaviour but  a social offense that may inherit to the next Generation. And unluckily if it happens then the relation, love, faith, respect will all be rare in future. So the serious responsibility of making a healthy world is with us. We should not let it go for a failure.

Dedication: A Journey, that will never come again, -for Convocation

Dedication: A Journey, that will never come again, -for Convocation

A Journey, that will never come again, -for Convocation

     When story begins with a journey and ends with the same.. Restlessness for convocation and the inquisitive spirit was so much intensive that the delay of 5 hrs of the punctual indian railway when did not bother a single fellow.After all evryone was on the way to get an rare opportunity to use those suitable jargons at the institute premise. 27 hrs of travel and you get a two days of invaluable memory to carry for the next 27years.

   Memories get refreshed when you see figures and postures that was once familiar every next day during the college era.The famous sutta dance which unites our batch on every memorable occasions of the isti-era. The act of GMATism and the corresponding actors both were like at one place to receive the medals and to
watch people receive the medals. No matter what it feels being a perfect GMAT,but it has always created
humor and enthusiasm among people who enjoy as well as hate it. It is an refreshment of  "the delay to class at 8 o'clock " when I was getting late to go for registration for Convo and I was enjoying samosha at famous Raju's open air Resaturant. How come the day starts without breaking a rule. Students again broke rule clapping at Mr. Director's "Convexion","ETC DOT","INS-TUTE" and many other. It was more like an appreiation the new Director and a brief testimonial to the end of Sarangi's era. Anyways, the event of rehearsal was pretty memorable as that was the informal meet of most of the  old friends at one place altogether. As usual we spent the maximum of our time in Rengcol with khattis and majjjas and mimicries, Sry No CLASS this time.The day ends with the dinner with the juniors and hunt for formal shoes and  shirt-pants. Thank god, aww thank Juniors I attended the Convo with your dresses and all.

  The morning starts with toilet with no tissue toilet papers and with no water heater.Huh... lol. It seemed as if we were running for an job interview again but we know the Job is ours. Formals  everywhere with least act of formality, a rare view It was to observe so closely. Quite interesting to hear the Quotes " which company r u in, how is our Gf 'X'". People never forget friends Gf' name  but forget the company name!! lolax... And the hangover of the night was still on in the auditorium with around 30% of the degree recipients were on their dreams on the chair. Anyways thank god they managed to go up the stage and snatched their belongings with "BAWWWING DOWN" their heads. We all Know how GEEK nd JAATA took their revenge on the stage itself, in public. The official convocation ends with ever memorable opportunity to have a pic with our famous Prof SKRUTH(while Roaming on the street Only).

    Really none can explain  convocation was a mixed experience for him even by mistake.It was really an once in life time opportunity to meet so many close friends at once at on place.Thank you Insti, thanks all who made the return journey so memorable with sayris and insti-jargons that has always remained undecrypted by the OTHER'S. Hope We will proceed with the "KILL-HER_STUDIO-3" in the near future, guys tough luck this  time, ALL the best...