Which is Difficult? To Remember or To Forget

         Remember our childhood. We were given home work to do out and to remember. Yes I remember those days when it was very difficult to remember a simple word or sentence. And day after day we face situations to remember one or two pages. Now I can't deny in our engineering time we used to remember one book in one day only. Is it called a usual evolution process or it's a matter of compulsion that insists a person to do so. Yes I have gained memory power to remember things, a lot of things in small time. No matter everyone does the same thing.

        Now I think of something different than the others. Can I forget things as the same manner that I used to do in my childhood? Its a quite unusual question to put. Why does a person try to forget when there are a lot of money being wasted to remember certain things. The logic is fair enough to put here.

        But In my personal experience it's becoming even impossible to forget some moments of my life which I need, not to remember. The more I try to forget the more it chases behind me. What I think , this is one of the reasons why people are so much worried now a days. Every individual needs some of his  challenging and difficult moments to remember. At the same time he/she needs some happy, important rather ignorable moments to forget. Here comes the confusion between the quality and quantity of interest and dedication of that individual for spending that time and, the degree of his attempt to remember or forget those moments. The  

ambiguity of the thoughts creates more area in our memory. That might be the reason why people can't forget some things even if they want. These moments keep hurting us wherever we go what ever we think. It becomes the part of each thought of our life. The underground emotions which used to be dormant at one point  of time becomes a nondetachable part of our thoughts. I do not know whether it is a problem to somebody.. But by my personal experience felt it guides our life towards inevitable fate and nothing...

I can't call them as my Randomized Thoughts...

      Perhaps I am getting much more time to think into various matters which may not matter a lot to the current situation of my life. Lots of random and unusual thoughts come into mind which are really hard to digest for any body. I know not a lot of people has time to think. But they have perfect concentrated narrow thoughts to carry with them. But I have lots of costly belongings to share with you all. But they may not have value for you. Thats why great men say every human being is different. Different behavior means not only characteristics they show, but also the characteristics they hide. The way of delivery of talents, the way of appreciation, the way of creating depression in other's mind, the way of creating imbalance in the environment, the way of showing the passiveness to a stimulus, the way of refusal of promise, the way of showing commitment to a value less entity, the way of advertising the own behaviour, the way of replicating the original one by an ideally duplicate one, the way of mixing of water to milk and so on... 

     There are so less number of instances which performs some kind of satisfaction in one mind and creates some kind of vacuum in the opposite side. No offence, they pretend to know about that matter because of so called public interest. If these things do not play any role in our professional day to day life I will not hesitate to call them 'my random thoughts which came automatically to mind. And I could not resist to keep it with myself. Sometimes we ignore major portion of our thoughts thinking them as usual and common. But the real taste of life lies among these ignored emotions.  Believe me they are really precious to oneself if one utilizes it, rather understands it. Way before my present life I used to think these thoughts are just the product of some chemical reactions that regularly occurs in our mind. When I felt the heart is also involved in the reaction I realized that nothing can be more valuable than these unintentional thoughts which you can carry with you through out the life. I would not explain it as a kind of experience but they are the instances that would always remind you about your needs and deeds during a period of time you spent with somebody else or the other.

Mirror Hardly Reflects A Person...

       Our daily life starts when we listen to the undesirable but expected alarm ring in the morning. Is n't it! Before going to the work place we invariably take a look at the mirror the confirm the readiness of the appearance to suit with the atmosphere. Well, the intension is not to go through the daily activities we perform. Something different I want to focus on.

      The mirror ,unlike a judge, gives the reflection of the picture that you keep in your mind. We want the physical forms,appearance and beauty to be perfect when we judge ourselves in the mirror. A confidence grows in every brain after the mirror scan. We get very less time in a day to deal with the internal issues which really matter in our life. We always want to be like an entity what the rest of the world wants us to be. That is one reason why we are comfortable with the life that we are living right now. We always hesitate to go in front of a mirror which really reflects our true natures like jealousy, desire, pride, love, anger, perceptions and all. To be frank enough one of the reason behind it is the reluctance of the human beings to go out of the comfort zone. The other , rather the important reason is the ego of the person.

     One point i want to make clear that when ever we look at another person we go for  external appearance.It is very much true. But the moment we start talking with him/her we always look into the person's mind, how he thinks, how friendly the person is, how much knowledge he has, how much he cares for you and after all how much respect he has for you in his eyes. We as an observer expects at least these things from the person who we watch or talk to. The surprising story is that still we care a lot about our external appearance. If some of these times would be dedicated to redefine our internal senses life becomes easier on the next day.

         To summarize it all I want to give a simple logical instance. Remember the day you first observe your girl friend/Boy friend. And compare it with the day when you start talking with her/him. And again compare it with today when you are  much friendly with her/Him. The difference (may) lie on one thing. The closeness (may) starts  growing when you start looking  at the true nature of the person like dedication, care, love and all...

My Misconceptions About Girls due to Generalization...

        In the very first line of this post I want to admit my mistakes on the notion about girls before coming to Pune. Some may not like what I write. Still I have my intentions clear as usual.

        From the beginning of my intermediate (+2) to the end of my graduation its a long period to look in to different matters and give opinion. I have keen interests in various illogical aspects of our Human life which may not end any where. I have given some strong opinions about girls in the past. I have met very few girls who have both smartness and beautifulness attached to their brain. That might be one of the excuses for me when I strongly commented that in general girls dare to think fast and they are more inclined towards costumes rather than something that relevant. Their selfishness always irritates the boys and in the mean while stops them not to say the truth. Boys strive hard to fulfill some easy requirements of the girls which might be a wastage of time in my words. But I guess thats what boys are brought into existence. 'The great theory of No Gain' is very much befitting to the scenario. But still it goes on the same way even I comment or complement these. Any ways time has come for me to review myself after the input of some data to my schema.

     Excuse me girls. I met some people in pune, my worship place at the moment who changes whole of my opinion towards girls. Yes girls exist in the world who have both smartness and intelligence and beautifulness crowned to their brain. And I will love to admit my mistakes in these rare scenarios. But I don't know whether  I will carry on the same view in future. People please excuse me if the above words have hurt you.